Yearning
What is this yearning that I feel, this longing for new places, new faces.
I yearn to see the world, the green, mystery of Ireland; the romantic, cobbled streets of Rome at night; The deep, blue waters of the Greek Islands; The lights of the Eiffel Tower.
I want all of this and more, I want the stories that live in the earth of these places, I want to know their history.
I yearn for it.
Do it, don’t just say you will.
I just sent an email, it make not seem like a big thing, but for me it was. The e-mail was a very big deal as it was a step toward me overcoming the control that fear holds on me. I’m so scared of life and making mistakes. There are so many options, what if I make the wrong choices? Not any more! I got an idea and I actually followed through with it without letting my head talk me out of it!
Here’s to more doing and less thinking, making of excuses and false promises to myself!
Never Too Late
It’s never too late to be new, it’s never too late to change things, to change you!!
Fairy Bread <3
Trust Someone
Sometimes you think you trust a person, but if you’re always worrying and getting jealous, you obviously don’t.
Trust feels much better than worry and fear.
If someone honestly tells you they love you and they earn your trust, give it to them, you’ll feel better. The lesson I learnt today:
Sometimes you just have to believe people when they say they love you =)
Let go, be free
I always use to worry, I still do, that people won’t accept me, or want to love me after they really know me. I’m understanding now, though, why that shouldn’t stop me from being completely me. To paraphrase a significant number of quotes, I’d rather be hated for being who I am, than be loved for something I’m not.
It’s such an easy thing to say, but hard to do. I guess we just have to teach ourselves to let go. I envy those people who are able to not care what others think of them, or whether they are liked, I find it so hard to let go, but I guess, like everything, it takes time and practice. Just keep at it, don’t push yourself and maybe one day you’ll look up and realise you don’t care that people don’t care that you are disliked by some because the love of those who love you means so much more.
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